Let Down

I have let down everybody I know,
I haven't done as well as I should've,
I've let down all my teachers,
As these results are insulting to them,
I've let down my fellow classmates,
Who now mock me in a way they never did before,
I have let her down,
The one I love most in the world,
She would laugh at me if she saw these results.

But the worst thing of all is,
I have let myself down,
I haven't done myself justice,
I can do far better, I know I can,
But the pain of this failure,
Will haunt me forever.
Let's hope that my goals are achieved in the real thing,
Because if I don't reach them, my life will be ruined,
And my world will become a world of total misery.